Tuesday, July 29, 2008
My Non-Wking Days
My non wking day is at hm looking aft my niece... Actually its busier & tiring than my day in office but my fr they thought tt I at hm can shake leg haha...
On top of tt e PEOPLE ard me seem to hv mood swing or rather they r short temper.. I m always e 1 who kanna fr EVERYONE!!! I hv my mood swing days but the ratio is 3:1 mine is 1...Y shd I b e 1 for them to vent their temper at, Y shd I always hv to tolerate e unfair treatment? Y shd I close 1 eye when things I did not do wrong or for my reason I can kanna scolding... Y I cannot give my feedback even though it is put in a nice manner? YYY???
The unfair I can quote many e.g. such as when at night I watch tv & my niece wants to slp I will tune dwn e tv volume but to "someone" its still nt enough I will kanna scolding.. whereas in the same suitation another person whose tv volume is louder than mine e "someone" nv even say something.. so when the suitation arise again I express my observation to tis "someone" & she express tt the person tv volume is lower than mine when in fact I hv already observed for a few nights already...
Another case would be whenever I on an xtra light at night I would kanna scold by "someone" whereas if it is tt another person its ok de.. then when I express what I feel & c e "someone" will try to defend tt person...
I m nt petty or anything, its juz tt I an trying to get "fairness".. but tt someone thought tt I am trying to stir trouble.. What upsets me e most is no matter what tat another peron do or does nt do at hm, tt "someone" will feel tt its ok, but if it is in my case if I do 1 item less she will be NOT HAPPY"!!! I m sick & tired of all these... What I m most sick is e unfair part... Y can't tt "someone" be more impartial??
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
9:07 AM
